hot halloween

I know Halloween is long over and sorry for the lack of updates. But I had one of the best Halloween party this year! Angel and I dressed up for a friend's party, and we looked like quite a couple :) Haha, thinking about it makes me smile to myself.

Angel wore a hakama which is a japanese traditional costume, looks really manly showing off his muscular chest. I cross-dressed as a geisha, even stopped tanning just for it. Angel got a kimono for me, said that he must help me put it on. Naughty!! I enjoyed it though :)

Seems that our dress-up really worked because the cabbie who got us there complimented that we look like a great couple. He thought I was a girl too! Had a great night and there were many interesting costumes at the party, the best part was how everyone accepted Angel and I as a couple. It felt really great so be so at ease.

Of course the night ended with some cuddling in Angel's arms, which I offered to help remove his hakama :)

passion

Facets Chapter 21

The boy looked at him:
innocent gazes,
harmless brushes,
passionate intentions.

He felt the push in his pants,
the choke in his throat,
the uneasiness in his gut.

His world only has him now,
a friend.
He didnt want to lose it all..
not for this.

--

He sat with him during recess,
the lone bench.
Where they would usually sit,
where they could see the world go by.

The boy wanted to touch his hand,
he bit his lips.
His stomach flipped,
gut twisted.


"Lucas, are you fine?
You have been acting weird lately.."
That gentle voice broke him out.

"Its.. nothing."

"You look like you have something
bothering you.
Mind sharing?"

"Well, its..
what the rest say about me,
do you believe it?"

"That you are that sort of person,
I guess it doesnt matter does it?"


The boy let his breathe go
with a sigh of relief.

--

As they walked back to class,
the boy gave occasional glaces to Alex.
Alex,
a name so sweet.

The boy swallowed his saliva,
fantasies ran in his mind.
Any sense of control
is lost.


"Alex.."
He turned.

The boy stepped closer,
and their lips touched.

apology accepted.

I am so glad its finally settled :) Consulted Angel's buddy and a few friends at work about my situation, the best suggestion I got was to prepare dinner for Angel which I did! Must say it is much harder than I thought it would be, nervousness and stress also got to me. I really wanted to impress Angel..

Phoned Angel to come home, spent an afternoon whipping a storm in the kitchen (though I spent most time on cleaning). Waited nervously for Angel to step into the house, he was pleasantly surprised. Tucked in, Angel complimented the cooking but I am not sure if he was entirely honest.. then he asked me whats the occasion for this meal.

I told him I am sorry for my behavior the other day. He just smiled and gave me a hug, "Apology accepted, Nike." :)

terrible.

I think I made Angel really upset.. was really tired when I came home and did not have dinner. Angel prepared a feast just for me :( Feel so terrible even thought he said its okay, I can see the sadness in his eyes. Really wish that I had just eaten everything he took the effort to make, now I think its too late.

What can I do to make up for this? How do I tell him I am sorry?? :(

what angel stands for..

After being with Angel for two years, it has been happy, tough, heartbreaking and loving times we have had. And the 5 magical alphabets stands for:

A. Attractive, heehee kind of redundant but I just have to say this!

N. Never late, probably the most punctual person I ever met.. always ready to go, got lots of time for this trait to rub off on me :)

G. Giver. Angel's favourite quote, "It is when you give yourself that you truly give."

E. Edible. Naughty adjective, up to you to decipher what it means.

L. Loving! Big heart from a big brother <3

Thats it for this post, got to give Angel my attention now =3

trunk fetish

Everyone has a bad habit they cannot get over right? Biting nails, leaving the socks around the place.. well got a confession to make about mine. At home, Angel is the chef and I am the laundry boy; and Angel caught me sniffing his undies :0

I dont do it all the time, just sometimes when I am feeling bored or when it smells really good. Angel's initial reaction was amusement, and then he went to sniff it too and then mine :c Made me feel soo guilty, I just cannot help it! Scents turn me on too unfortunately, which makes me a very naughty boy..

exploring the swim team

Learnt more about Angel, there's much more to him than I thought I know. Or at least I thought I know, the Angel I know is so strong I always took it for granted. From the physical transformation he took, I am glad he had the courage to face his issues. His strength which I heavily relied on, the shoulder I lean on, it was built by his bravery and determination.

And looking at the pictures of the swim team he keeps, his proud voice as he shows me the photo album. I instantly recognise him, the pair of blue eyes, they look exactly the same. Angel sure beefed up quite a lot since then 7 years ago, but the characteristics of that boy still lived in him, beautiful smile I fell in love with :)

Angel said that the swim team changed his life. It gave him friends and companionship, it made him stronger and more confident. He even said that bullying stopped, then hugged me.

"You know Nike? You are the strength I need to live everyday. Your strength made me brave enough to face life."

"But.. I don't understand"


Angel kissed my cheek, "You are a braver boy than you think you are. And I am very proud of you."
And I felt the love of the hottest boy in the swim team :)

angel's story.

Angel was a really skinny boy in his early teens, he told me this short story about his workout motivation. It was his first crush, when he was 16. Love is capable of doing wonders, and he really fell for that cute boy a few years younger than him. The boy seemed gay and well could be, Angel was curious about him.

His suspicions were confirmed when he saw him kissing another boy in the washroom. The boy's partner was a hunky swimmer from his school and that was what got Angel into swimming and working out. Angel's voice was almost teary by that time, but I was already crying. Angel hugged me, and went on saying about how he got accepted into the swim team.

That was the turning point of his life, even though there were many occasions when he liked his fellow teammates, Angel said he never got the courage to "do anything". I asked what made me different from the other guys in his life, he just smiled and said: "It would be my greatest regret if I stood and see you leave."

I took a moment to absorb what he said. He just played with my hair and smelt it, in front of me was his beautiful chest. I pressed my cheek against its strength, the story behind it was the reason for the warmth I felt. Only made another tear trickle down by face.

ouch. its love.

Got stabbed by the sewing machine, it hurt quite a lot. Apologetic but I cried :( Angel was all panicky and almost tripped while getting the first aid kit. After it was all wrapped up, Angel gave it a gentle kiss. It is the first time someone did that for me, it happens all the time in movies but it really makes it less painful :)

Really appreciate that Angel is here with me, and to take care of me. He offered to help me out now cos of the injury, like taking of clothes and all >< Cheeky boy..

steam.

Gym lessons with Angel. Quite a workout as usual, Angel took off his shirt halfway :) He smells soo good, wish he doesnt need to bath ever (heehee). Bubbly fun in the showers, and shopping for white undies.

dazy

Workout day. It feels better since I know what to expect this time :) It was pretty intensive but Angel was soft on me, haha! I can feel all my muscles popping out already (heehee), just a slight exaggeration. We went to a really great desert place later, they have the best ice cream ever :)

But the sweetest thing was that Angel got me flowers (quite girly actually). He never got me flowers, and it was kinda awkward cos everyone was looking at us :( Was rather uncomfortable with all the attention, especially when I had to hold the flowers. Still feeling quite dazy from everything that happened.

white stuff ><

Love is bittersweet.
Love is soft (or hard).
Love is lick-able.
Love is yummy.

Went for a workout with Angel today. I am so out-of-shape, feeling sore all over now.. but it was pretty fun :) Tried out all the workout machines and Angel helped me quite a bit. It was nice when Angel leaned over to help me with the weights, his face only an inch away. And I could see his eyes so clearly, smell his sweat.

Its so sweet that he's willing to train me. Gonna try my best and make him proud :)

After the training, had nice steam bath. Played with Angel in the sauna, got me hard seeing him wet and sweaty. His chest looked so inviting, feels irresistible. His sweat somehow turns me on overdrive. Just can't take it!! And let my hands do the talking, haha :) Till white stuff start squirting out.. xx

glasses

Angel and I got new glasses. SMOOCHIES and TANNING!
Back home now, Angel served his punishment (read the previous post)
It was pretty kinky, haha.
But he's the sweetest ever :)

breathe.touch.smell

In Japan now, well and happy :)
Gonna share about the "onsen incident" today.

Angel didnt manage to get a public onsen, I didnt want to go at first (I get hard easily :( ) but Angel really wanted to. The only compromise we can get to is to go in the middle of the night. So we sneaked out in our robes and naked inside, I was already getting a little hard down there.

Luckily there was no one there and we quickly soaked in the water. It felt really nice and quiet, Angel and I all alone. I cozed up near Angel, he placed his arm over my shoulder and a small folded towel over my head. Kissed my cheek gently, I was in heaven :)

After a nice soak, it was time we got back. And we found our robes missing!! I got really hard on the thought of it, and no one else was there.. Angel laughed, we have to walk quite a bit to get back to our room. I asked if we could walk through the garden, so no one could see us; we got going (quick!)

It was really dark, which I was glad for; but cold. My thing was standing and it hurt quite a lot. Seeing Angel naked only made it worse, and he held me by my cock. Ouch. As we walked, he was playing with it; I was panting from my increased heartrate. I was getting closed and begged Angel to stop, but he only stroked harder. Before I knew it, I came and it was a real sticky mess.

I was kinda mad and demanded that Angel do something for me too, he said anything. And I will leave that for my next post.. :)

i wanna stay here like this..

A nightly ritual.

kiss me goodnight.

You sit by me,
I sat next to you.

Your hand round my waist,
my hand on your lap.

You turned to face me,
I tilt my head.

You moved close,
my eyes closed.

Your lips on mine,
my tongue round yours.

You slept by me,
I sleep next to you.

bunny boy.

Angel looks soo hot as a bunny boy :)
Going out for a short vacation,
will be back with more stories.

As for now, shall write the time
we played in the public washroom yesterday.
Feeling kinky now,
Angel's playing with my thing.

Later :)

shy boy

Angel's OKAY :)
Been going out and having quite some fun,
preparing for Alice's wedding.

And I went for tanning (again),
Angel kinda likes it I think.
Keep looking at the tan lines on my butt,
making me red.

I am a shy boy.

getting well.

Angel's getting better :)
He's smiling more and definitely better
than he was a few days ago.

He lost some weight,
undies no longer fit like they do :(

But well, he's gonna be back in shape real soon,
luvvies!!

warmth

Angel is sick ):
His skin no longer warm like it was,
his eyes look tired.

The boy prays by his bed,
for his brother to get well.

Wrapped in his arms,
he coz-ed up and closed his eyes.
Skin to skin,
lip to lip.

The boy is worried sick,
big brother needs him.

cuddles.

kinky

Updates!
Going for Alice's wedding which is coming soon, really excited.
Gonna make Angel a nice blazer
took measurements today and it became a really kinky time :)

Got me really hard
and Angel was so naughy..

Angel asked if I needed to measure his cock,
said no though I blushed a lot!
Angel pushed my face against his crotch,
I rubbed my cheeks to his pubes.

"I am well familiar with its size no?"
Took it in my mouth.
Angel went to his knees,
"Come, let me return the favour."


He went to suck me,
I cried out a little and squeaked.

His hands ran along my thighs,
I got so hard it hurt.
A big mess got into Angel's mouth,
he gagged then laughed it off.

Angel stood and kissed me,
passing my cum from his mouth to mine.
It was kinda yucky
but I swallowed anyway :)


Angel wrapped his muscles around me,
pushed himself into my body.
He pumped and the rest is history..

savior.

Facets Chapter 20

The boy looked back,
someone knocked the door of his stall.

"This is not a good time.."
He thought,
squeezing his wrists.

It was pouring red.


"Are you okay?"
The voice is sweet and gentle.

The boy didnt want to respond,
bit his lips.
Tears falling,
its so painful.

The toilet bowl is already stained red,
blood sat between the tiles.
He wanted to flush it down,
the water kept coming out.


Damn!
The blood overpoured,
it went out from the sides.

"Oh my gosh!!
Please stop it, dont hurt yourself!!"
The voice came back,
banging on the door heavily now.

The boy felt faint.
His head felt slow and empty,
he couldnt think.
He unlocked the latch.

The boy fell backwards.


In time to be caught in another's hands..

--

The boy felt sick,
his world spun on a stationary spot.
He wanted to puke,
badly.

He looked around,
the room is dark.
A lone lamp stood bright,
illuminating a presence,


of a savior.

breathe on me

Facets Chapter 19

Roger felt cold
really cold.
He crunched in the sheets,
but the winter is within him.

The door opened.


"Dave.."
A mere whisper.

He rushed over,
touched his face and hands.

"Why are you so cold?"
He looked panicky,
he went for the kitchen.

"Here, have some of these."


It was a small cup.
Roger just drank it.

It felt like a miracle water,
blood rushed up his face.
His body was warm,
in fact burning hot.

Roger broke into a sweat,
he started panting.
He's burning..


Unconsciously,
he took of his shirt.
He's wet all over.

--

Dave bit his lips,
the sight is getting tempting.
He felt the restrain in his pants,
he's hard.

As Roger reached for his pants,
Dave tried to stop it.


But he stripped off anyway,
he's hard too.
But he's drunk..

--

Roger sat there in his undies,
he couldnt think properly.
He felt high but more hot,
he felt something more too.

He looked at Dave,
that muscle wall.
He went to hug him,
hands under his shirt.

He wants to touch him,
badly.

--

Dave closed his eyes,
his desires broke free from their restrains.
He hugged the boy,
they crashed onto the bed.

Roger was wet and all worked up,
he kissed him first
then ran his hands.

Dave threw his clothes aside,
he wanted their skin to touch.
He rubbed his skin against his,
the human touch.

--

Roger woke up.

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drop in your suggestions and feedbacks.
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Loves,

nike

the first day

Facets Chapter 18

The boy looked around,
the same, its exactly the same
as it was when he left.
Certain things never change.

There were looks,
and then there were stares.

The boy tried to ignore,
overlook them and walk.
He'd have to go through this,
possibly all over again..


Old enemies.
They just never die..
The look on their face,
the look on his face.

--

"Hey gay boy!"
The shout ringed everywhere,
the boy cringed.
Its over.

One of them came over,
the rest circled around him.
He placed his hand on the boy's butt,
the boy closed his eyes.

He could feel it,
that betrayal, that wrongfulness.
He could see it in his eyes,
the pleasure..

or is it guilt?
Misplaced trust.


"Hold his down."
Three pairs of arms landed,
the boy kicked helplessly.

He felt his trousers unbuttoned,
its like before just under daylight.
His privates invaded,
his body exposed.

They threw his clothes in all directions,
swaggered their way.


The boy covered himself,
he flushed red all over.
Naked for all to see..

But it wasnt his body or privates
that he is afraid.
But the beaten scars and marks on his body,
they would all know.

There is laughter
but worse are the murmurs and fingers.


The boy put himself together,
his clothes are all dirty even wet.
So were his eyes..

--

He poured.
Locked himself in four walls and poured.


"Why?!"

"Why do I have to come back here?
Doesnt she understand?
Cant she understand?
This is the cause for all that happened.."

He sat on the toilet seat,
shirtless with his washed shirt in hand.
Hands in his face,
wept uncontrollably.


He punched the wall of the stall,
then collapsed.
The boy wanted to die,
truly wanted to die.

He cowered to the corner
like a defenseless rodent.


"It isnt worth it,
this life isnt worth it."
His hands shook as he retrieved the knife
balanced it over blue river.

He took a breath
and pressed gently first.
His mouth bit onto the wet shirt,
his eyes forcefully shut.

His tears broke out even more so,
he wanted it to end faster.


Another breath.
One forceful push.
It broke.

The river flowed,
or rather poured.
The boy's trance was broken.

He felt something more:
pain.
It felt so real, so alive.


He woke up.

connection

Facets Chapter 17

"Dont you remember me?"

Roger cracked his head,
as far as he remembers
he had no memory since what happened.

"Will you stay with me?
I have plenty of room..
I will fund your schooling,
I will take care of you!"

Roger felt uneasy,
Dave really likes him?


"I guess so,
I dont have anywhere else to go either.."
It was the truth.

Dave looked sympathetic,
he looked at him in the eyes.
He felt a tinge of guilt,
but he wanted Roger so badly.

He gave Roger a hug,
a big bear hug.


Roger felt uncomfortable at first,
then overcame to his cousin's love.
He felt safe,
someone forsaken but found.

Warmth overcame him
it poured from every part of his body.
Dave's hands ran under his oversized shirt,
caressing his ribbed body.

His clothes came off,
his body completely under Dave's.
Their breathing loud, heart racing.


They kissed.
"I found you. I finally found you.."

--

Two months ago..

"Diary,

I am still searching for my dearest.
His father hasnt been much useful.
They were already gone when I was there.

How I long to see him again,
I never got the chance.. I should have done something.
To stop this monster of a father..
if I fail, how can I ever forgive myself?

As long as I can, I will look for you
now I pray for God to have mercy on you Roger.
I have to find you..


Dave."

--


He looked at the sleeping boy,
it was all worth it.

But he wondered,
will Roger really accept him?
Or is it that experience that turned him,
gay?

i woke up

Facets Chapter 16

Warmth.

--

Roger jolted awake,
his blood ran cold.

It felt like haven,
he lay in a huge bed
with white linens like clouds.

He was tucked nicely in the middle,
under a thick warm blanket, also white.

He lifted the sheets,
good God.
He's naked.

--

Roger tried to hide his modesty
as he searched for his clothes.
They were no wear to be found.

The man came in,
Roger's instincts went on high.
He immediately stood up to face this stranger.

"Please, dont mind me.
I didnt do anything to you, trust me."

Roger did not move,
his experiences told him too much
about people like him.

"Your clothes.. are in the washer.
You can use mine"


But the man seemed different,
his face looks sincere and gesture almost true.
Roger let his guard down.

"My name is Dave,
I am a police."

A police, one of those who saved him
can he be trusted?
Roger spoke:

"I'd like something to wear please.."


"Of course."
The man went to the dresser
and took about a shirt,
undies and a pair of shorts.

Roger put the on right away,
though they were a bad fit.

His man, Dave is a buff guy.
He left Roger to change,
not like he hasnt seen enough..

--

Dave asked him to have a meal,
which Roger did not reject.
His stomach hurt so much,
he couldnt be bothered.

They started talking,
Roger is beginning to trust this man.


His smile, everything about him
seems real and true.
But why did he choose to help him?
Roger asked.



"You see, I have something for you."
Dave finally admitted.

crime

Facets Chapter 15

Roger looked around him,
his stomach hurt to the feel of food.
Its acidic burn,
the sickly faint spells.

A new torture awaits him.
He tugged his stomach as he continued walking,
his destination: unknown.


He shall walk,
if he finds food he will eat;
and water he will drink.

His vision is standing blur,
his feet moved on.
A blind flash, a clumsy trip
total blackout.

--

A sound of metal clicking,
a turn of a key.

A hand patted his cheeks,
and again harder.

Roger forced his eyes open,
a blurred figure stood head of him.
Blue, maybe black,
maybe a shadow.

Roger's eye fluttered,
his mind drifting between consciousness.
The figure, a man
opened his mouth.


Roger did not resist.
Water.

He drank it feverishly
then something else touched his lips.
Roger's eyes broke open,
the man is kissing him!

His hand went under his shirt,
touching him under the pits
into his pants and everywhere.

His limp body leaned onto that man,
a surge of consciousness awakened him.


Roger wanted to retaliate,
the man forced his head still.
The struggle ended,
Roger fell into unconsciousness once again.

--

A sound of slamming doors,
a starting drive.

Destination: Unknown.

plain hot

I pulled the shirt over Angel's head
gently patting his torso.

It fitted perfectly.
I smiled.

--

Angel looked down at himself,
stretched his arm a little
(showing some of his armpit hair)

"Isnt this a little too small?"
(It looked perfect, to me)

He pulled the sleeves and tugged it,
which were nothing more than small flaps.

"You look really hot in it Angel!"
It showed off his muscular arms,
and his marble chest.


Angel gave me -that look-
"Really!"

I went to hug him,
"Oh..."

His arm went to pat my back,
"Alright."
He looked in the mirror
and flexed a little.

He smiled.

--

"Now for pants.."
I slipped it up his legs,
he buttoned up.

His butt looked so small
rubbed it a little.
Angel flushed red.


"You look really hot today,"
The outfit made him look like a little boy
but a really handsome one!

I got dressed quickly,
Angel held my hand.
Going out!

alone

Facets Chapter 14

The boy cried
it wasnt helping.
The pain
just wont go away.

He wished that he was dead
no one is here to save him.
His lifeline
was forced away.

The boy looked,
its school.
How dreaded
its not even over yet.


It all will start again
the faces, the stares, the explanation.
He havnt recovered fully
and the troubles of the real world are back to get him.


The boy wished Roger was here,
or that it never ended.

adorable

this lil poem is titled:
hangover chicken noodle soup.


my head started to spin
feelin a lil pukish.
"baby you okay?"

"not really"
i tumbled as i walked,
like a baby's first steps.


"sit down baby,
sorry about last night."
angel's face leaked guilt.

my bum hit when i sat,
i cringled.
"ouch!"


"sorry baby, no more games.
anything you wanna eat?"
angel smiled.

"chicken noodle soup!"
i sprang
and my bum hurt again.


"chicken noodle soup it is then."
angel gave that spot a rub,
i squimed a lil.

angel laughed
"you were good last night,
it will be a nice meal for you!"

kinky. drunk. hungry.

got cheated into getting drunk,
kinda lost myself.
angel was well mischievous,
letting the "hungry tiger" out.

shant say too much,
prolly get you guys too hard.
when the hungry tiger is out,
you wont want to be around.

seems like angel enjoyed himself
and i just woke up to find myself in his arms.
till i saw the bottle of vodka in the kitchen.


the look in angel's eyes just make it all worthy.

licks.

explanatory.

cuddly

you make me so proud,
so proud of myself and of you.
it is the greatest joy of all,
you are the greatest joy of all.

it is the greatest gift of all,
you are the greatest gift of all.
to me, you are a miracle.


rain in a desert.
you brought life
to a withered me.

your love is the greatest blessing of all,
i wish i am the greatest blessing to you too.

sneaky

Angel's still sleeping
its one of those days I wake up earlier than him.
He looks so innocent.
His breath light and snugging.

I pulled his singlet up,
drooled over those abs.
Rested my cheek against it,
it feels so nice.


Opps!
Angel's arm wrapped me,
I was caught!

He kissed me on the forehead,
and took off his singlet.


I got hard..
again.